Merriam-Webster Dictionary defines Independence Day as “a holiday celebrating the anniversary of a country’s independence from another country.” Mistress Tissa’s definition of Independence Day is quite different. Mistress Tissa’s idea of Independence Day is for Her submissives to “celebrate their independence by giving it up.” And that is exactly what i did during our most recent session. When Mistress Tissa demanded that i give up my independence during a two hour session which included some very heavy bondage, i fully complied. Anyone who has read my previous writings should have come to the obvious conclusion that i always give up “my independence” to Mistress Tissa during a session, by following each of Her commands with the utmost respect and reverence. i never question Mistress Tissa. i follow Her directives without hesitation and i do everything in my power to please Mistress Tissa at the highest level possible. Mistress Tissa is a perfectionist and therefore deserves a slave who strives for perfection while serving Her and that is always my goal. Needless to say, giving up my independence to Mistress Tissa takes place every time i session with Her, not just around the 4th of July. So, how was this session different than the others that i have had with Mistress Tissa? This is the first session that i had with Mistress Tissa where She used what i would call heavy bondage on me. i have been tied up by Mistress Tissa before, but never quite like this.
After being instructed to lie on my back looking up at the ceiling, Mistress Tissa began the long process of heavy bondage on me. First there were the ropes that She looped several times over my upper arms and then secured to Her bondage table. Then there were the ropes that were looped several times around my wrists and again secured to the bondage table. Like my arms, my legs were secured pretty much the same way with ropes being looped around each leg and then secured to the table. Following the ropes, Mistress Tissa used straps that were stretched tightly over me and then secured to the sides of the table. Even though it was almost impossible to move anything but my head slightly and my toes and fingers, Mistress Tissa was not yet done. Chains were next. i could hear the rattle of chains as they were also used to tighten the hold on me and to now make it that much more difficult to move. i started to wonder if Mistress pulled the chains much tighter would i be able to stand the fact that some of my muscles were starting to tighten up from lack of movement. At that point i convinced myself that i would take the pain She administered and that my safe word would not be used on this day.
At one point when Mistress walked away from me i tried to lift my head to take a peek at my predicament, but was unable to lift my head at all. The reason was that Mistress Tissa had placed a different collar around my neck which was much wider than the collar that i wore during most of my sessions. She referred to it as a posture collar. It keeps your head up high and straight and prevents you from looking down at the ground.
During the period of time where Mistress Tissa was applying the bondage to me, we spoke with each other more than i can ever remember during any other session. Actually i should correct that statement. Mistress Tissa allowed me to speak more than i have in the past. During most of O/our sessions i remain reasonably quiet focusing on serving Mistress Tissa and listening to her every command as to not make any mistakes. i mostly speak only when Mistress Tissa directs questions at me and then i always give Her honest and accurate answers. i am not sure if Mistress Tissa grew tired of our dialogue, but at one point She walked around the table stopping at the end of the table where my head was located. She then asked me a question that appeared to come completely out of nowhere. “Have you ever sucked a real cock?” i gave Her my honest and accurate one word answer. i am not sure if my answer had any bearing on what happened next, because Mistress Tissa then proceeded to shove a rubber dildo gag into my mouth and half way down my throat. Needless to say our conversation ended, at least from my end.
Once i was completely secured to the table with the ropes, straps and chains, and I almost forgot, the rubber dildo, Mistress Tissa uttered the words, “What’s next?” What was next was a little CBT performed by Mistress Tissa. Mistress Tissa used some type of vibrating tool all over my cock and balls which at times caused discomfort, but at other times felt somewhat soothing. It was actually quite tolerable. What was not tolerable was what followed right after Mistress Tissa again uttered, “what’s next?” What was next for me was complete torture. Mistress Tissa began tickling me all over my feet, sides, legs and any spot She could find that would make me struggle in agony. Honestly, i hate being tickled, which did not seem to bother Mistress Tissa, or curtail Her assault on me. This form of torture went on for a very long period of time, or so it seemed, all the while Mistress Tissa had a devilish smile on Her face. It was quite obvious to me that Mistress Tissa was enjoying my agony.
Finally, thankfully, Mistress Tissa decided to stop. She then unstrapped me from the table and instructed me to kneel at my place in front of Her chair. This may be my single favorite spot in Her Temenos. In front of Her chair, kneeling at Her feet looking up at a true Goddess. At that very moment, the 90 minutes of extreme bondage and the tickle torture all seemed worth it, i was where i wanted to be, listening to Mistress Tissa saying the words i love to hear, “slave m, you served Me well today.”
Before closing, i would like to expand on what Independence Day means to me as it relates to serving Mistress Tissa. I recently attended a Broadway play where the line was used, “independence is full of many contradictions.” There are no contradictions with Mistress Tissa. What you see is what you get. For me, what i see is a truly beautiful, intelligent and talented woman. What i get is an amazing opportunity to serve an incredibly powerful and demanding dominatrix, exactly the way She wants and deserves to be served. Thank You Mistress Tissa, for allowing me the opportunity to give up my independence to You.