sub c testimonial

“O/our session was a revelation. i am struggling with any words to thank you enough or explain what the experience has meant to me. You put me into the place i have been seeking to go for most of my life. It felt like such a genuinely shared experience and i was able to fully embrace myself and live in the moment in a way I have never quite achieved in any other session.”

Thank you, sub c! It’s a sincere pleasure to play with you. Looking forward to next time!

Winter Solstice gifts

I received a lot of amazing gifts this year.

First, an item I had *just* put on my wishlist either the day he bought it or the day after…

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A set of beautiful hand-made Moroccan espresso cups and saucers. (To go with my new espresso machine.) Love them!!

And then…

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5 pair of beautiful black thigh-highs! Between this and the others I’ve received recently, I am set with stockings for a while.

Thank you, james!

Then, I received this garment steamer (which will be very helpful smoothing out backdrops for photos)…

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…and always useful gift cards!

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Great timing on the Lowe’s card. I need some hardware!

Thank you, beth!

Next, I received a card with a generous cash gift of money to spend (not pictured) and also money for my collection…!

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These are uncirculated bills from various countries, including China, Cambodia, Indonesia, Vietnam, etc.

And also these…

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Various old U.S. bills! I’m especially in love with the $20 bills from 1934 (upper right).  I don’t have any of those and they’re fascinating as they almost look counterfeit because of the way the ink appears on the paper.

Thank you, slave john!

Then, I got actual kinky comics!

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Including the very first Kinky Comix I posted of Star Sapphire commanding Superman to kiss her boot (lower left). What a cool surprise! (An interesting coincidence is that the Lois Lane in the lower right was going to be my next Kinky Comix post…and now I have the actual comic!)

And then…

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Some wonderful latex — including a very sexy dress I had on my wishlist for 7 years!

Thank you, Admirer!

Next, a gift card from sub c…

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…with a lovely note attached. An excerpt: “I wanted to send you something (attached) in appreciation of your talent and skill and (if I’m honest) somewhat as an excuse to let you know how often I continue to reflect on our sessions and their meaning to me. … I can’t thank you enough for what you do.

Thank you, sub c!

And finally…

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A card with a lovely gift inside.

Thank you, Monkey Dick!

I also received several thoughtful messages from other subs who sent me warm wishes for the holidays.

Thank you, everyone, for your thoughtfulness and generosity. You made my Solstice very special. xo!

 

 

 

sub c subjects himself to my cruelty…again

sub c is from out of state and isn’t in Philly much, but he happened to be visiting only a month after he was here last. “[I] cannot resist the opportunity to session with You again,” he wrote in a message to me.

When we first spoke, sub c told me he wanted pain. While he used the word “masochist” to describe himself, what that meant to him wasn’t the conventional definition. But I understood it. And I turned it over in my head as I thought about our first, and now 2nd scene.

He also emphasized the importance of the psychological component. And of needing to be humiliated and degraded. I told him those are some of my specialties.

Aside from the overlap of his main interests with some of my specialties, sub c is the kind of player I especially delight in: he actually has a sincere interest in giving up control to me, he’s very much open to my vision and to being pushed, and he enjoys thoughtful consideration of the scene.

Doesn’t he look good here? Mmm…good enough to beat!

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I loved our session and had deeply satisfying moments of Domspace.  I can get really creative when I feel like someone isn’t afraid of being challenged, trusts me and my skills, and is genuinely surrendering to me.

He wrote me this a couple of days later:

“Thank you for another session that was more than I could have hoped for. There is so much that is packed in to a session with you that it takes me days or weeks to fully appreciate what you created.

In particular, it has been fascinating for me to process [one of the scene activities]. In the moment, I was mentally frustrated. It was within my limits but definitely not something I would have fantasized about or asked for. …

As I process, I begin to see the genius in what you created. You took me to a place where I was experiencing exactly what I was requesting, submission of my will to yours. I was not pretending it was happening, it was actually happening and the mental frustration of the moment was an essential component.

I love that you challenge me and that you are thoughtful and creative with the methods and mediums that you use to push. I think in some ways that the mental suffering I went through feels now like a more authentic way of being hurt since there was a bit of a time gap before I was able to contextualize the situation and ultimately get satisfaction from it.

I’m sure more revelations will come as I continue to sort things out, but I just wanted to let you know I am in awe of your sorcery.”

Thank you, sub c! I hope to adventure with you again soon!